The Destroyed Me

TEN ARE YOUS

1. Are you single- Maybe

2. Are you happy- (:

3. Are you bored- I think thats the reson why im doing this.

4. Are you fair-Fair in what way arhs?

5. Are you Italian- Obviously not

6. Are you intelligent- Of course!

7. Are you honest-Nope

8. Are you nice- Im always nice (:

9. Are you Irish- Stop asking this kind of question.

10. Are you Asian-YES YES (:

TEN FACTS

1. Full name- Ong Yi Xuan

2. Nicknames-YX (:

3. Birth place-Earth?

4. Hair colour-Black

5. Natural hair style-Reborned (:

6. Eye colour-Brown !

7. Birthday-12 Jan 95 , remember or what for you ask right? (:

8. Mood-Bored la

9. Favourite Colour-All colours except red and grey (:

10. One place you'd like to visit- THE FUTURE!

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Have you ever been in love- Stupid question

2. Do you believe in love at first sight- Maybe.

3. Do you currently have a crush- Nope (:

4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally-I believe everyone had >.<

5. Have you ever broken someone's heart-Yes ):

6. Have you ever had your heart broken- Yes ): ( Retribution huh? )

7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them- Nope.

8. Are you afraid of commitment- Not at all (:

9. Who was the last person you hugged- My cousin ...

10. Who was the last person you said i love you to- My cousin ... (joking around)

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust- <3

2. Hard liquor or beer- Plain water (:

3. Cats or dogs- Both have phobia how?

4. A few best friends or any regular friends- 1 friend is enough

5. Creamy or crunchy- Eh ?

6. Pencil or pen- Pencil

7. Wild night out or romantic night in-Romantic night in >.<

8. Money or happiness-I just wan.. Happiness (:

9. Night or day- Day (cos when it comes to night.. all i know is SLEEP!)

10. IM or phone-Phone.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out- Im obedient!!

2. Seen a polar bear- On TV

3. Done something you regret-YES

4. Bungee jumped- I country bumpkin what is that ?

5. Eaten food that fell on the floor- Yes cos the food still in packet (:

6. Finished an entire jaw breaker-Eh? Who u think i am ?

7. Been caught naked- YES YES baby that time in birthday suit remember mummy?

8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back- Tell u if i succeed ok ?

9. Cried because you lost a pet- Fish.. how to "LOST" ?

10. Wanted to disappear- I think of that every 5 mins?

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes-Smile (The only thing that lights up my life)

2. Light or dark hair- I dun always stare at someone's hair its RE-tarded (:

3. Hugs or kisses- Hugs.

4. Shorter or taller- Taller.

5. Intelligence or attraction- Intelligence

6. Topman or Zara- Eh what is this?

7. Funny or serious-Serious

8. Older or younger- Older.

9. Outgoing or quiet- Both can luh.

10. Sweet or bad- Mean (:

TEN HAVE YOUS

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd- Should be have?

2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour- An hour is so short! JY can answer for me.

3. Ever tried walking on your hands-Then i should be laying in the hospital now.

4. Ever been to a rock concert-In my dreams i remember.

5. Ever been on a cheerleading team- Yes.. if that counts.

6. Ever been on a dance team- Nope. Dance is not for me (:

7. Ever been on a sport team- Nope.

8. Ever been in a drama play/production- Literature!!

9. Ever owned a BMW,Mercedes Benz,Escalade,Hummer or Bentley-Ask me in 10 yrs time

10. Ever been in a rap video-What crap is this?

TEN...LASTS

1. Last phone call you made- JY JY and still JY (: (: (:

2. Last person you hugged- My mum (:

3. Last person you hung out with- Explore and Experiment participants (:

4. Last person you worked- Dunno what u trying to ask

5. Last person you talked to- Myself

6. Last person you IM'd- Noone

7. Last person you texted- Aaron

8. Last person(s) you went to movies with-JY and YJ and XH

9. Last person/thing you missed- Talking to him

10. Last website visited- My own blog (:

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
9:29 PM

[ ] Gotten detention.
[ ] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test.

Total: 0

[ ] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[ ] Turned at least 3 projects in late
[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total : 1

[ ] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[ ]Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.

Total : 3

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class.

Total : 4

[ ] Threw something at the teacher.
[ ] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[ ] Broke the dress code.
[ ] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.

Total : 1

[ ] Gotten a call from school.
[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[ ] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[ ] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.

Total : 1

[ ] Faked your parents signature
[ ] Slept in class.
[ ] Cursed at a teacher to their face.
[x] Copied homework

Total: 1

All total: 11

Multiply by 3: 33

Then repost this as "I screwed up 33% of my teenage life."

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
9:23 PM

Hellohs~
Here to bring back live-ly-ness
Ok why didnt i blog for so long?
Cos i got exam!

The best excuse
but is true luh ~
I got 3 results back!!

Not really happy tho ..

Higher Chinese - 33/40 A1
Geography - 35/40 A1
Science - 29/40 A2

29...
6 marks gone cos i dun believe robin ..
If i believed him ..
I wont have it wrong ..
6 marks!!!!
LOL

i feel like killing myself..
No luh..
v good ler.

Its surprising i actually haven touch my computer for v long..
Cos my internet history nothing

Ok what have i been up to ?
ART!!
Im obsessed..
Dunno why ..
I used to hate art..
cause of my primary 1 art teacher..
I dun like her so i dun like art..

I joining two competitions~
SLA and the sculpture making thingy..
If i win both ..
its .. $8000
WOW
Ok i joined cos of the prize money
But i love art too!
Cos the teacher is good..
LOL

I wan the prize money cos
i dun wan to share the same room with my brother...
Hes so annoying..
So i need money to renovate my new room..
haha

I have been taking lots of photos
no of me..
Its trees !!
Helping JY with her sculpture.
Cos she join cos of me!!
Ain she nice ?

Thats why we are e best cousins (:
LOL
its not mushy i hope (:

Miss you racthet (:
Miss you Kaying jiejie (:

YiXuan
Got new tv in my house!
My Yangqin looks brand new thanks to sandpaper!

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
10:12 PM

Lalalala~

I tell you today i laugh until want faint.
A AUNTIE of 2 Children wans to SUE me ~
I so excited~
Guess what i do ?
I just told her that shes wrong to say people brainless and LOW EQ~
She say she will ask her lawyer if she can sue me :P

Lalalala~
I will be waiting LOR~

Walao eh ..
Such stupid people oso have...
I so buay song..
You understand ?
She scold people brainless and low eq.. other people as in not me luh ..
Then i say shes wrong~
SHE IS WRONG WADD!!!
I think those people should sue her...
I feel like scolding some words im not suppose to ~
But ya .
I got NAS core values~
RESPECT (:

But ya ~
Lets talk about CO ~
Today v fun you know!
Got Sec 1 juniors come :P
Lalalala~
Erm i get to know 4 girls.
and 1 guy i think .

Li Ting ~ from 1R1 (wants to join Dizi)
JiaQi ~ 2R2 ( forgot want she wan join)
Angela~ 2R2 ( forgot want she wan join)
And...
The only name i cannot remember..
But she teach me tho ..
She say just look at the sky..
Sky = Top
Top in chinese is Shang Mian..
Thats her name :P
She from 2R2 she say she dunno which instrument she want join :P

Yangqin got one DSA girl..
Aiyo,, i scared leh ..
Hahas
then i think they taking 1 more junior..
I say i junior name Vivian..
Want join Yangqin
and another dunno who luh
But good luck (:

Anyways..
I saw Mr Guo de wife today (:
LOL
v funny

Julian ( percussion)
Owe me a score arhs!

ERm ..
Nothing ler..
Tmr go YH house :P
Can see GAry kor..
means.
I can get 88 cents red packet.
Cool right? hahas.

Sunday all come my house~

Ok nothing ler..
Got alot HW ..
Sian..

Oh ya today oso got shengyang people come our school..
Means from another country luh.
Their english pro sia :P

Yixuan
I waiting for someone to sue me...
What a retarded time to waste~

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
7:49 PM

What a miracle ..
I decided to blog!

uh huh..
lets see..
Tell u all arhs..
Yesterday v fun (:

1st time practice yangqin so fun ?
hahas

Thanks to erm ..
That Julian is it ? that percussion senior's senior
Ya..
90 years old .
cool ya ?
thats what i heard so !
"heard"
hahas

Re-tarded..
He proved to me that im worst that a second grader ..
Grats lor ..
My 4th grade song is in e 2nd grade category..
Smart luh!
i dun wan so take exam ler.
EeeeEEEEeee
AHHHHH
Dun care luh!!!

Hahas
Go JingWen house today ..
no red packets eh :P
JY1 call Yh go get married then she can get red packet.
Hahas
ya lor..
go get married luh
hahas (:

Yj2 behind me O.O
playing something he called "paiseh2"
erm ..
PS2 he meant..
God sake..
why come stay my house sia ?
Then in e car he sit on my leg..
GOD
his bone arhs ..
is so super duper de sharp can ?
think my leg blue black ler..

hahas
then he say i need tell him bedtime story..
OMG arhs..
then EW say he wan stay oso ..
his mum dun let..
He SCREAM SHOUT CRY THROW things SLAM door
Watsoever.
he everything oso do..

In the end ?

Only two ending.
1) he come stay
2) he cannot stay

And after much effort from him..
the answer is ....
..........
.........
........
.......
......
.....
....
...
..
.
.
.
.

the answer is (2)

(:

Smart ya ?
know why ?
cos
...

"ring ring"
"hello"
"hello"
"HELLO"
" YA HELLO SAY WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY"
" UH UH YJ going your house? "
"HUH?"
"YJ going ur house?"
"YA"
"NO NO YJ going home right?"
( everyone in the car scratch head )
"OHHHH" " YA YA YJ not coming YiXuan house he going home"
" Ok ok good tell didi (EW) "
( pass phone to YJ ) " i going home"
"wait wait" " ok tell didi"
" i not going YiXuan house~"
"wait wait" "u tell didi"
( everyone in e car ) "lol"
"wait arhs tell didi"
" i not going to their house i going home"
(EW sobs) " OK "
(hangs phone)

Everyone: " LOL"

Lets see..
ok parents this is how children learn to tell lies ok ?
Is cos adult start telling lies liddat and oso by asking us to tell a lie to EW
This is how we learn (:

Trainer Melvin tell derh.

SEE LA ~
Parents ...
not our fault ok?!$!@%?!$!@%!@%?!$!@%"?!$!@%'?!$!@%$!@%

Hahas.

ER..
Julian senior rmb help me photocopy the Yangqin score ok ?
Cos the song v cute hahas.

Dun wan type ler luh..
hand pain lol
i v naggy right ?
talk so much crap (:

Lets make another guess..
IS "noob" = "panna" ?

YiXuan
Wish all of you happy chinese new year (:
all the best and take cares

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
10:30 PM

Lalalala~

happy CNY (:

Many red packets leh ~

shiok..

ate alot salmon this few days..

almost puke

but still v nice :P

then erm..

Gamble alot :P

hahahhahahaha

1st time i win money..

miracle sia..

$6.80

i think..

v lil luh ?

lalalala~

went to eat sakura buffet just now..

omg im so damn full now..

can ask JY ..

seh oso v full..

But BC still eat until like v hungry liddat...

3rd round everyone going home she still haven full

still eating another round :P

so cool..

I ate 4 plates of raw salmon ..

now i feel dizzy..

V nice luh...

EW v S11 face sia..

Hahas

money face in another words..

My brother oso ..

And and..

ERm ..

David kor and his wife going to korea for honeymoon..

Maybe i gonna tag along..

Of course not with them ..

i go with other people :P

nothing lerh..
Wan go toilet..
i think im suffering from constipation. SHHHH
its a secret lol
JK omg jkjkjkjkjkjk
Lalala~

Happy CNY
and congrats 2R7 for winning CNY deco contest :P

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
9:44 PM

Hi..
Im here to say ..
Blog whenever ur happy..
Cos its like..
You will regret not doing it..

My life is like
1 day happy the other 3 days sad..
Unbalance?

Yeah of course it is..
I might die with it..

Why cant they just understand what im trying to do
is just to protect myself?

Trying to quit shouting ?
I tried..
Why cant u understand that i dun wan to respond cos i cant control myself anymore?
Why cant u just SHUT UP AND WATCH?

Why wait till something happen ?

Cant u see im trying so hard..
Your breaking all my plans..
your getting in my way
How do u expect me to plan my life just as u want me to when u kept on interfering?

All i want is to be like them..
Ur restricting me ..
I have my own plans.
and i truely believe that it is what i really need.
What i really eed to do..

You dun even allow me to approach someone to talk to..
You stop me from everything.
How do you expect me to cope with all this and live on like that ?

I did what i could to follow ur wish ..
I nvr wanted you to accept my way of things.
But cant u see that what im doing is what u actually want me to do ?

Don u understand by the thing called "step by step" ?

You dun even allow me to cry ..
Im a human ..
Im not a robot.

Pls let me go ..
I careless if u throw me out of the house now..
Get it ?
even if i die out there its way better than staying here?

Why do u always think of him first?
Dun u see that ur biased?
Its just the same thing that we did
but its the different way u treated it.

Cos hes small?
When i was his age..
You nvr said that !
Dun u see that hes so FAKE!!
Dun u see that hes acting ?

Whats wrong to say that i feel like puking just by getting a sight of him ?
Hes just someone useless!

One day you would know..
ONe day ..
but that day ..
Its too late to know..

Sorry i have to vent my anger here..
Sorry if its something that none of you want to read..
But i got no where to ..
no where..
no one..
And now i cant even cry ..
They dun allow me to...
I just no human to them..

Sorry..

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
7:55 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO >>>>>>MEEEEEE!@!$%%"!@#$%&^
Hahas

Went to Pariss in marina for buffet ytd..
YUMYUM
i noe i fat ler..
but cannot resist :P
hahas

Happy birthday to me (:
Love you all.
Thanks for all the happy birthdays..
accept for those who are forced :P
hahas

Thanks ***** for talking over the phone with me today ...
U didnt know.
i was overjoyed!
hahas
cos u v funny

Happy birthday to jack and ..
Yeo Xin Hao (:

Love ya all lots
YiXuan

Thanks Estalla oso..
V shocking :P didnt expect her to remember.
I didnt even noe her birthday ... how guilty..

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
10:49 PM

Harlow :)
Happy happy happy new year ..

School reopens!
Woots x3
I got juniors.
Know none of them :P

Hmm
I brought lots of books to school todae
But none of them is of any use? ??
Blah blah ..

Jasmine's Sis at 1R5
Never get to see her tho >.<

ERmm..
Classroom ok luh ..
then tables black and white?
Hmmm i thank god for that!!
Other classes got pink and yellow -.-
Wat a weird combination huh?

I just realised theres 2C2
Lol so many people dropped out of express ...
Phew..
im still here :o

Ok today we only get to see maths and geography teacher..
Maths teacher : Ms Tiong
Same as last year lor..
Believe it or not...
My 1st graded assignment got 3 out of 10 >.<
That was a guessing game i played huh?

Geography teacher : Ms Chng
Shes only 18 -.-
2 years ago ... she was a NASian ..
Means my senior -.-
LOL

Heard from Mr Lim that Mr Tan might be our history teacher ..
OMG!
Thats it..
Im failing history lol

I cant find history on e timetable..
No history lessons :P
Woots x3

New canteen..
Omg its so small..
Lol altho it looked like a cafe..
I still prefer ESPS's canteen.
With all the sofas LOL

Mr Liu is still our form teacher i think ...
Omg .. why did he cut his hair -.-

Lol
only XueQi bought the new uniform..
But the new one is so not nice?
Why school logo so small ?
LOl not proud of NAS?

I realise...
I didnt cut my nails..
Lucky theres no grooming check today ..
I dun wanna cut it -.-
pls pls pls?

Anyways..
When is CO ?
Can someone tell me ?

And and..
ERm...
What else..
Theres nothing i look forward in school -.-
Hahas

I got my b dae present erm 3 days ago..
A movie ticket from JY1 and YJ2
We went to watch Twilight..
I dun remember if i memtion it..
Its very nice :P
LOL

thats my b dae present ..
And then ..
then ..
then ..
then ..
then ..

It seems like XueQi's hair never grows >.<
I think im gonna go cut hair..
NOt now tho ..
3 years later..
LOL
then i go reborn hair..
Then i hack care school rules..
hmm
Maybe by the time..
Im out of school ?
hmmm

Chinese New Year coming!!
Lalalala~
Red packets !!
Yay!!!

I so look forward in seeing Gary kor with his big plastic bag..
no no ..
I think i look forward for lao yu sheng

Salmon :P
yum yum ?

Remember dun ever gamble at JY1's house :P
U will be in debt lol

Then............

Nothing ler.
bye bye >.<

YiXuan
Busy busy, what else? lets see... wheres my homework

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
4:41 PM

.....:::: Merry Christmas :P ::::.....
Christmas is not a day for me.
Cos my parents r at home :P
Lol, no difference actually..
Just more of...

Naggings.. & ..
Screamings.. & ..
Shoutings.. & ..
Scoldings.. & ..
etc... all of i dun like ):

What a christmas..
I regretted..
Should have stayed JY house last night..
Lol.. too late i guess?
EH..

Die liao..
Nxt yr alot ESPS cum NAS Ahhhhhhhhh
Dun wan luh..
dunno why oso..
maybe cos open house so embarassing lol..

Anyways..
I say a quiz on Jasmine's blog..
Say.. since my blog so dead i do lor.
In the end..
cannot copy..
Hmm..
U wont expect me to type everything ya? :P

Nxt year is streaming year.........
DEAD MEAT...
Lets see..
3R1
3R2
3R3
3R4

Pls im not going further than that !
But eh ... 3R1..
Means longer school hours..
Triple science dun sound fun at all..
But i love science..
ERm..
I think its a. maths i dun wan take hahas.
Math is killing me..
LOL

In the past ...
Math is an angel ~ ( omg i love you )
Science is a devil ~ (omg get lost )

now...
Math ( omg retarded *falls asleep* )
Science ( omg lets run .. i mean .. to it .. erm.. no .. nvm simply i love it )

LOOK!!!!
AHHHH
NO logic ya ?
so forget it..
Hols is coming to an end agian ..

So lets talk about wat i look forward in the new year..

I look forward to ...
My birthday!! 12 Jan ~
Chinese New Year!! Wooots red packets~
Hmmmm
OMG NOTHING ELSE?!?!?!

Oh well.

Lets talk about things i dun look forward..

Streaming.. omg disaster..
Hand in hols hw... forget it..
New teachers.... AHhhhhhhh
JY's b dae.. its hard to buy something she say its nice.. lol
ERm..
I guess nothing much ..
LOL
I dun wan go CO ler..
Later Junior learn fster than me how??
Wa lao ..
HAiz..

Ok ok ..
Lets post some other time

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
9:40 AM

Hiiee...
If your thinking that im not feeling good today ..
I guess your right :)
I mean .. your right :(
Hahas.

We are borned with just 3 kinds of feelings..
Happiness Sadness and Anger.
But after playing a game called "Life"
We have feelings like.
Envy, Jealous, Confuse, Worry, Afraid, Lonely, Silly, Stupid...
Maybe some of them ain feelings ..
I dunno..

I just hoped i can turn back time..
To 15 Nov 08.
And publish a post in my blog..
That was the first day..
THat im proud to be a NASian.
A part of the Ngee Ann family.

After that day,
My life changed..
It grew bright..
brighter.
Ya..
But i guess good times dun last long
do they?

For my case, They dun.
Tht day, it was so fulfilling and its the only day..
the only day in 2008 that i felt happy.
Happier than my birthday ..

But today ..
Everything changed..
Ytd everything was still alright ..
Still so beautiful after the 15th ..
This afternoon was still beautiful..
But it changed..
Changed after i saw that letter..

Dinie failed..
Sorry, i broke my promise..
I'm thinking of suicidal again .
Shhhh ..
Dun tell him ..

Nothing serious :)
Dun worry ..

Life isnt that beautiful..
Why is it so hard..
Just to learn to be happy.
Thats all i want..

Why must life be challenging..
Why must life create problems ..
Why must ..

Why am i letting emotions take over my life ?
Why cant i take over emotions.

I'm a failure.
I didnt choose this.
I didnt make the choice..

Sometimes..
I just think that doing something silly can make me forget stress..
But i cant..

Gerome Lee.....
-.-

Ok wat am i thinking..
...

I Love 15th Nov 08 :)

I hate today.

Hate takes over Love ~
Love is naive ~
Hate is cunning ~
Hate takes so pity.
Love is soft hearted.

Thats why i am who i am
Thats why im feeling what im feeling right now.
THats why things change.

All explains ..
And conclude,,

Its all my fault.
Theres no one to blame.

So i have to bear this all on my own ..

But cant u feel it ?
I'm already not feeling happy cos of that letter.
My head is spinning cos of it.
Whats the problem with you?!?!
Why must you add in to the problem ?
Why ?!!
You seem so happy seeing me feeling this way ..

You seem happy to see me worry over things.
You seem so cold.

Are you sure..
We run the same type of blood in our body ?

I hope it isnt true..

I tot i have overcome these thoughts

I'm wrong.

Very wrong.

How do you expect me to believe and trust you and tell u everything?

How do you expect me to go up to you and tell you wat im thinking?

How do you expect me to believe that u can help me ?!

HOW ?!?!!?!

YiXuan
強顏歡笑
your doing great....

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
8:54 PM

Y[] Xuan
Is backkk :)
back from where?
From lala land..

Wheres Lala land?
A place where theres us.
Us - Me and him ..
Not all of you ^^ hahas

oh well..
like i said..
theres CO today ^^
Omg omg omg !!
i didnt get scolded!!
Teacher say i play well !!!!

Im so proud of myself ..
lets make a thanking speech :)
yay!

Hahas.
but poor ShuFang..
She got scolded by teacher..
and cried..
well... almost..

ShuFang .
Jiayous! Cheer Up!!
Ur doing great ..

Btw this ain critism..
Cos Shu Fang doesnt have Qin at homw so she cant practice..
And and..
She need to learn both KaoJi (3songs) plus SYF song.
So..
Shes stress..
Omg ur already soooo pro ^^
Jiayous! u can do it!!

Hahas.
Eh.
Cher cheat one..
6 pm end, we 6pm still practising..

Then Mdm Liu came in..
OMG U all haven leave?
The gate going to close..
cher was like..
Tell them not to close ..
we got 45 more mins to go >.<

Omg my hand v pain cann ?
Cher say louder louder
Hahas.
so hit harder..
Then she say relax relax..
LOL
hit softer

Then all day we go softer louder softer louder..
Pain..
Haiz..
At last i play better than YingJia :P
first time only luh.. :)

Celine improve alot!!
not i say one luh..
cher say derh.

Then YanJie
nvr even come for practise..
still say wat he likes YangQin ..
OMG u dun come for every practice can?
Insult
YangQin
if only i could kick u out
hahas.
im not that mean tho :P

Then today Emeline and Regine teach me how to play Bass..
I think i can still remember..
KongXian and Pluck thingy..
still can luh..
Then they wan me teach them YangQin..
Hmm.. hahas
Actually.. i wan learn Pipa and ZongRuan ..
who can teach me? hahas

Anyways..
im sooo in love with Rubiks cube..
ALL "thanks" to Dr Chee..
Laughed at me..

hey hey ..
Mum wans me to accompany her ^^
GTG

Byebye,
YiXuan
Daydreaming... Now is he lying to me? -.-

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
10:21 PM

HELLO! >.<
Hahas.
Hey its very long since i posted?
Cos no one read wadd...
LOL

my blog is so lonely?
Hahas.

WEll..

I just realised i didnt post photos on my malaysia trip ya?
So i guess. i wont ^^
Lol.

I got CO tmr
at least...
i think so ..
I haven learn my song well..
gonna get scolding :(

Hey guess wat?
U wouldnt know..
Cos im insane.

By the mid of next year..
I will get my report book with straight A's
Thats more like who i am >.<
OH well..
THat means im gonna compete with Sarah and Camilia.
and many luh..

I going shopping ~
lalala~
not now..
on wednesday..

I found my booklist today ..
Ya..
I tot i lost it..
Hahas.
I love buying books :)
Its my favourite day every year..

When i bring all my books home..
i will flip read and ya..
Thats why i lsot interest in textbooks during lessons..
(cos i finish looking at the pictures -.- )
hahas.

Racthet is sorta mad at me for ignoring him ...
I dunno i dun feel well.
ANd..
erm .
Dinie..
ERm .
Nvm ^^

I dunno how to describe my day ..
Its so weird..
HEy ..
I miss home econs.
HAhas.
Today im looking for recipes..
im gonna cook on chinese new year..

Lol i know its very far from now..
But Practice makes PERFECT!
Hahas.
Maybe its time for me to change and be a perfectionist?
NO NO NO! no thanks ...
THats stressful.

i suddenly miss East Spring..
Of course i miss all my friends and esp teachers.
I wonder what Gerome Lee is doing now..
I wonder hows JiaRui coping on ..
I wonder..
I wonder..
I wonder how Dickson look right now.
i hope he grew tall ^^
oops..

I wonder why is Gerome Lee cleverer than me :(
Hmmm..
hahas.
Maybe cos he got more determination than i do ?
Cos to what i know.. up till now..
Just like wat my principal says.
When we study, we study hard and when we play .. we play hard.
I hope i can do that .

Everything in life changes.
Just like how things falls apart
and how people come together.

I remember Daniel used to say that im sensitive..
Tho hes the only one..
AM i ?
I think i am..
HAhas.

And after the malaysia trip ..
all im thinking is
Triple or double science?
But Dr Chee say that triple science is not good..
Double better.. >.<
But im so in love with science..
Oh well..

Wat else..
oh ya..
open house..

HEY HEY! there will be an open house for Ngee Ann Sec on 15 NOV :) 9am to 2.30pm
i hope that two twits come..

Jy1 not going to attend the open house..
SHe got CO comepetition..
Lucky i need to be usher..
I dun wanna stand at CO booth..

Hahas.
Its weird when Mdm Liu looks at me..
Shes weird.

AH well.. im off,

YiXuan that choobie.
Im talented .. am i not?

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
6:13 PM

OMG!!!!
Im back im back.
HOME SWEET HOME!!!
I miss my pillow..

KL and Malacca..
OMG..
I hate hotels..

Morning eat rice.
Afternoon WE EAT RICE :)
At night .. WE EAT rice :)

RICE RICE RICE..
We went indo-malay restaurant , chinese restaurant, indian ...
The same thing we see every meal ...
EGG ..

Great ..
Wat do have every morning?
BUFFET#!$%!@$#$&^
Crazy one..
Early in e morning eat buffet...
Haiz..

Mr Chee and Mr Liu bully de luh..
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH ,,
i wait euur de teeth drop..
Hahas.
Spent 90+ RM on chocolates >.<
i bought honey :)

Speaking of
HONEY!!!

Guess what ?
I tell you k?
I look like a flower..
WAIT WAIT ..
Dun vomit first..
Cos a bee landed on my hair!!
Then i sway sway ... it dun wan go away .
LOL.
I think Pris and Emeline took that picture >.<

Then i bought earrings... and NECKLACE!!
OMG i love it sooo sooo much :)
got my name somemore! cool ya?

Tell euur arhs!
I missed my mum..
Yeah ..
I think i "cried" well.. almost.
On e first day..

HOTEL *******
LOL
all i rmb is emeline and meredith
locked themselves outside the hotel room..
CONGRATS!!!
i sooo happy for them ..
Then in e end..
They came our room...
GOD
I didnt even get a wink ..
I drank two cups of coffee
waiting vivian to wake up and open door for them..

Very fun luh..
BUT HOR>>
Adults r liars!
Hahas.
Sir Kelvin ( tour guide)
say the mega mall things v cheap ..
CHEAP!
Quality cheap bahs?
..
The same things in
SG like $9 then they sell 76 RM
Hahas.

There like alot palace..
So fun ..

Oh ya Oh ya .!
I WON!!
The tribal pursuit!!!
Champion and best actor and actress ya?
Then my group got chocolates + Spaarkling juice..
COOOL!
Lol then we got party..
Prank calls...
Door bell keep on ring..
HAiz..

And i tell euur oso!
I HATE THE TOILET FLUSH,,
LOl.. Its super loud can?
At night JY1 took all e blankets..
OMG
IT was like damn cold..
Hahas.
Poor thing me ya?

oh well.
2nd day we still waiting vivian to wake up..
Until almost 3am..
we realised that when the hotel card is off..
There no air con ..
Which means..
Vivian might,.....
SUFFOCATE!
Dunno how spell luh :P
So we quickly go call that front desk ...
HAHAHA

then 2nd day ..
Nvr go many place luh..
most is travelling.
From KL to Malacca..

BLah BLah
BLah ..

Aiya..
we went cemetary..
LOL.
is today luh.. alot grave omg,..

ytd we gooooo goooo gooo ..
i forgot.. omg wait..
erm..

Back from e toilet..

i remember..

We go Kampong Indah
their Kampong won the most beautiful Kampong
as of in Malacca.
Hahas true luh..
The colour used made it look like doll house really..
VEry nice...
We see rubber tapping
make rubber..
Play tops.
See people fight..
Learn..
ETC..

Oh well..
Dun wan say ler..
Mr Liu is a big big big big big big big big bully!!!!
OMg he go read my reflection so loud..
EEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEeeeeEEEEeee
LOL

I dun wan blogg ler..
I miss my pilllow too much :)

YiXuan ~
x3

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
9:02 PM

Leave Me Alone!

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
12:10 PM

Ok i havent blog for very long.
I got a feeling..
That noob is Gerome Lee.
Of course i hope is him ya?

Ok ok ..
Dun misunderstood..
Just cos i wont have to crack my head further thats all..
i think ..

Nvm.
Thanks Gerome for ur well wishes today :P
Will remember it.
But hor..
We fought again :P

Gah ..
Thats my job?

I make my bosses angry :)

K well.

Today.
Morning rained so heavily..
people de umbrella even flew away sia!
Cool right?
Once i stepped into the sch it rained.
Im so lucky :P

JY!!!
I ask EW ler.
He say call " Shitty ur bliidy mouth up "
Lol.
I noe its stupid.
But thats wat he said xD

I dunno which day .
It rained too.
Then ..
very cold.
Lol Esmond wear his jacket sia..
ACT COOL >.<
Hahas.

Actually the jacket is really nice :)
Then hor..
They say very cold off the fans
Esmond dun wanna. Lol.
Hahas.

Now i wonder how Brandon
tahan in his jacket everyday .
His jacket nvr wash de O.o
Hahas.

U noe.
I wanna thank this few people.
Julian, Andy, Gerome, and Dinie.
Anddddddddd.
ERm.
Daniel :)

Hahas.
Thank you.
cos of u all i got scolded today.
Phone bill v high.
Ok luh not ur fault.
I call alot other people everyday..
But thats wat phones r for arent they?

Mr JK ignoring me sia..
His brain got prob.
Lol.

OH ya.
Today english compo..
Me and Shao Hong write same thing sia..
About e reunion we had that turned out to be a disaster.
Eeeeeeee.
Lol.
Yeah its the water bomb thing.
Cos of that . reminds me of Gerome.

Decided to bug him.
I so so so surprised that he replied
cos usually he just think im crap?
No idea luh.
his brain oso got prob one.
Oops.

Oh ya.
I just remember.
Gerome Lee
I know wat money u owe me ler!!
My retirement fee.
Or watever u call that.

He so guai.
He hung my phone call sia..
Evil.
He say he wanna go study..
Eee..
Why he still so guai..

Reminds me of Wei Shan too.
Then i dunno why i laughed and laughed.
Oh well.

And ytd.
Chinese compo.
ok its stupid.
I dunno wats going on with my brain..
I wrote from night to morning and then night again.
finally to another morning..
I think my brain oso got prob ya?
I first time write sooooo long.
*clap clap*

Since last year.
Or maybe the starting of this year..
Me and JY haven talk much on e phone ler.
But thanks to "Shitty ur bliidy mouth up "
Lol we laughed alot tofay .

I think im starting to be unkind.
I hate XueQi.
The moment i see her i want to faint.
Wat the crap y my mother like her so much......

Mental got prob oso..

Today Cynthia Simin and Sya
Took off their shoes and socks during exam..
Gave the classroom much aroma.
Simin say her socks got put perfume derh.
Pro :)

EOY exam.
2 language subjects down.
And Literature too..

Haiz..
Math is suddenly killing me.
Math reminds me of Esmond.

English reminds me of Gerome.

Science reminds me of Mr Chao.

Chinese reminds me of Miss Teo and Mrs Goh.

Literature reminds me to smile :)

History reminds me of.. Qin Shi Huang.

Geography reminds me of Snozey.

D&T reminds me of the two sickening person.

HE reminds me of mushrooms

Myself reminds me of.............
** *****
Muahhahahaha dun tell you :P

Oh ya.
Wednesday.
Got one person come for a talk.
Apparently hes so attractive.
Lol. i say that cos no body talk during his talk.
First time we are so attentive.
Same goes for me.
But not cos hes attractive.
Lol Cos its about Earth ..
Or i suppose i would have slept lol.

The world is coming to an end in 2050?
Everybody gonna die young..
Haiz..
But the word "cornware" is cute :P

Many people cheered me up this week.

Hahas,

I love using e phrase in my compo today,
If looks could kill, i would have withered back then.
Yeah true.
I would have been dead already.

JY say the world is full of miracles.
I believe it.
But it doesnt seem to like me alot does it?

JY officially addicted to Bugis.
The moment she thought of going shopping
she wans to go bugis.
Haiz..

I dunno wat to say ler.
School. Is fun.
Math lesson r still sleepy...

YiXuan.
I have hired 3 singers for me. I got lullabys every night Lalalala~
He wouldnt allow the world to end just like that.
I believe him. :)

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
8:00 PM

Haiz..
All i do today is sigh..

Oh well
Nothing much i wan to say.
Family probs etc etc.
COLD WAR :P

Nvm im out of it~

Just now when to see mii uncle..
He got two toes amputated...
I think i got say in e previos posts.
Dunno when.
His leg got "SMASHED"
by a machine..
Or watever it is..

The e two toes die ler..
CAnnot heal back
soooo...
AMPUTATE..
And he still can laugh..
Good for him..

He even take pictures..
Its so scary can?
I vomited after seeing those pictures.
And im serious.

I met David Kor Wife today..
Oh well.
I dunno why i greeted her for e first time.
Who cares.

When to see my uncle..
Suprisingly i saw another two injured person
laying on the bed of e other room..
Si Han Jie..
ANd her bf,,

Second time in two months..
She went into accident ..
Cos of motorcycle..
Haiz..
She still laugh too.
Oh well
SHe got lots of injury cos
the car hit and run..
Haiz..

Poor thing..
HEr fractured leg from e last accident
haven recover ..
she got another one..

My father suggested her to walk next time hahas.

OK ..
Time to sleep.

Thanks Dinie for listening to my sorrows today (:

To Kaying Jie : U very busy arhs?
To Priscilla Jie : Cheer Up (:
To Myself : LOL
To Racthet : Thank you (:
To James : Thank you too (:
ANd lastly..

To noob : God sake.. tell me who u r.. pls?

YiXuan
I'm thinking of Racthet i got no idea why.

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
11:54 PM

18 Sep :)
Looks nice.
ERm.
K..
TOday .
I sit beside YAYU.
Cos Val wan sit with Cam.

ERM.
Yeah.
I got nothing to say Lol.

A few days ago..
Esmond and Cam change place.
SO Esmond sit beside Pris
And Cam sit beside me .
Cam cant see e board..

Just ended.
Science SPA practical test.
Situational Writing.
Literature Test.

ANd .. :)
Finale >.<
HAHA!!
My group was e finale..
For e Science project..

And Cher say not bad luh :)
LOL.
But i think its e best :P

THen..
IPW :)
My group i think up till now..
STill e best :)

YAY!!
I so proud of myself and my group :)
Lol

ERM.

AIYo ..
I cant remember wat i wanna say ..
theres just something to laugh at everyday.

Kenny
Soon Meng
Esmond
JingWei
Hykael

And many others..
Jokers :)

SChool
Is enjoyable before lessons starts :)

Haiz,,

JY and Val and Cyn Getting along v well.
I feel neglected :P
Lol joking.

I miss my Grandma.
I dunno y.
I miss her.

OK luh .
I dun wan blog ler..
V sian ..

Noob..
Pls tell me..
WHo r you ?

PLS? :(

Dinie ..
I Miss You >.<

I miss everyone luh..
Lol.

YiXuan
Whatever that is, it is .
Change urself before u try to change it.
Racthet, Ur words r flashing one after another in my mind..
Its a torture.
Snozey... Nvm :P

The Lonely Feeling Is Back :(
8:27 PM