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Hiiee...
If your thinking that im not feeling good today ..
I guess your right :)
I mean .. your right :(
Hahas.

We are borned with just 3 kinds of feelings..
Happiness Sadness and Anger.
But after playing a game called "Life"
We have feelings like.
Envy, Jealous, Confuse, Worry, Afraid, Lonely, Silly, Stupid...
Maybe some of them ain feelings ..
I dunno..



I just hoped i can turn back time..
To 15 Nov 08.
And publish a post in my blog..
That was the first day..
THat im proud to be a NASian.
A part of the Ngee Ann family.

After that day,
My life changed..
It grew bright..
brighter.
Ya..
But i guess good times dun last long
do they?

For my case, They dun.
Tht day, it was so fulfilling and its the only day..
the only day in 2008 that i felt happy.
Happier than my birthday ..

But today ..
Everything changed..
Ytd everything was still alright ..
Still so beautiful after the 15th ..
This afternoon was still beautiful..
But it changed..
Changed after i saw that letter..

Dinie failed..
Sorry, i broke my promise..
I'm thinking of suicidal again .
Shhhh ..
Dun tell him ..

Nothing serious :)
Dun worry ..

Life isnt that beautiful..
Why is it so hard..
Just to learn to be happy.
Thats all i want..

Why must life be challenging..
Why must life create problems ..
Why must ..

Why am i letting emotions take over my life ?
Why cant i take over emotions.

I'm a failure.
I didnt choose this.
I didnt make the choice..

Sometimes..
I just think that doing something silly can make me forget stress..
But i cant..

Gerome Lee.....
-.-

Ok wat am i thinking..
...






I Love 15th Nov 08 :)

I hate today.




Hate takes over Love ~
Love is naive ~
Hate is cunning ~
Hate takes so pity.
Love is soft hearted.




Thats why i am who i am
Thats why im feeling what im feeling right now.
THats why things change.

All explains ..
And conclude,,



Its all my fault.
Theres no one to blame.



So i have to bear this all on my own ..


But cant u feel it ?
I'm already not feeling happy cos of that letter.
My head is spinning cos of it.
Whats the problem with you?!?!
Why must you add in to the problem ?
Why ?!!
You seem so happy seeing me feeling this way ..

You seem happy to see me worry over things.
You seem so cold.

Are you sure..
We run the same type of blood in our body ?




I hope it isnt true..

I tot i have overcome these thoughts





I'm wrong.





Very wrong.






How do you expect me to believe and trust you and tell u everything?




How do you expect me to go up to you and tell you wat im thinking?



How do you expect me to believe that u can help me ?!


HOW ?!?!!?!




YiXuan
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your doing great....