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Hi..
Im here to say ..
Blog whenever ur happy..
Cos its like..
You will regret not doing it..

My life is like
1 day happy the other 3 days sad..
Unbalance?

Yeah of course it is..
I might die with it..

Why cant they just understand what im trying to do
is just to protect myself?

Trying to quit shouting ?
I tried..
Why cant u understand that i dun wan to respond cos i cant control myself anymore?
Why cant u just SHUT UP AND WATCH?

Why wait till something happen ?

Cant u see im trying so hard..
Your breaking all my plans..
your getting in my way
How do u expect me to plan my life just as u want me to when u kept on interfering?

All i want is to be like them..
Ur restricting me ..
I have my own plans.
and i truely believe that it is what i really need.
What i really eed to do..

You dun even allow me to approach someone to talk to..
You stop me from everything.
How do you expect me to cope with all this and live on like that ?

I did what i could to follow ur wish ..
I nvr wanted you to accept my way of things.
But cant u see that what im doing is what u actually want me to do ?

Don u understand by the thing called "step by step" ?

You dun even allow me to cry ..
Im a human ..
Im not a robot.

Pls let me go ..
I careless if u throw me out of the house now..
Get it ?
even if i die out there its way better than staying here?

Why do u always think of him first?
Dun u see that ur biased?
Its just the same thing that we did
but its the different way u treated it.

Cos hes small?
When i was his age..
You nvr said that !
Dun u see that hes so FAKE!!
Dun u see that hes acting ?

Whats wrong to say that i feel like puking just by getting a sight of him ?
Hes just someone useless!

One day you would know..
ONe day ..
but that day ..
Its too late to know..



Sorry i have to vent my anger here..
Sorry if its something that none of you want to read..
But i got no where to ..
no where..
no one..
And now i cant even cry ..
They dun allow me to...
I just no human to them..



Sorry..